Love, Live, Laugh

"Is the Vaks on their way over here, Faree?!"

"Yeah!"

"Then hurry yo ass out the shower, Safaree!"

I closed my twitter app and dropped my phone down on his bed. I looked up towards his bathroom door when I heard the shower stop. I smiled successfully and plopped myself down on his bed, and picked up my phone again. I scrolled through my e-mails skimming over all of the annoying shit. Manny, Manny, Manny, Manny, James, Manny, Ebro, G, Manny, Manny, Manny. Okay so, Manny needs other things to do. Damn. I get it. You want me to remember all this shit. But I have a week off, let me be. I turned my attention to SB's bathroom door when I heard it open.

"You in here to watch me get dressed?" I looked up from Safaree's chest and met his eyes. I twitched my lip.

"You watch me get dressed!"

"That's different." Safaree unwrapped the towel from his waist to dry his body. God is so good. I caught his eyes when I heard him speak up again. "You get dressed in MY room. What else I'm supposed to look at?"

"I don't know. These walls..." I looked down at my phone before my eyes looked up at the ceiling really quick. "Pauz." I said quickly before we both fell out laughing. "Whatever." I clutched my phone up while giving Safaree's body a look over while getting up from his bed. "Hurry up. I'm ready to start this day with everybody."

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"They're here!" I squealed and ran towards the front door.

"Relax." Safaree groaned while trailing not too far behind.

"No!" I'm too excited. I really needed this. Just to be around them and hang with them and talk about any and everything. I swung the door open and screamed out in excitement at the sight of Candice, Lauren, and the Vaks. I threw my arms out hugging Candi and Lauren before they could even step through the door. I guess SB was tired of waiting for me to move because I noticed him step around me to dap up the Vaks.

"You can let us go now, Nic."

This bitch. "How'd I know your smart ass was gonna be the first to say somethin today?" I released them from the hug and gave Candi a stank face. "I just KNEW." I rolled my eyes and moved to the side letting the Vaks enter.

"Yeah, so anyways. Did you cook? I'm starving."

"Yo, me too." CLS Fresh spoke up while he entered my hug right before he messed up the bangs on my wig. I hate him. I smoothed my hands over it and rolled my eyes at Rex who was whining too.

"Yeah, Nic. Niggas is hungry. That flight was forever long. You cook?"

I closed the door and followed behind all of them who were making their way to the kitchen whether I had cooked or not. I noticed they all left their luggage sitting by the door. Yeah, they'll be back to get that cuz I sure in the hell ain't.

"Yes, I cooked. You hungry heathens." I walked around all of them who were hovering over all the food that was sat out on the island and opened the refrigerator grabbing my Snapple.

"Whenever y'all decide to stop breathing over all this good food and shit, could y'all bring that outside, please? We set everything else up out there." I caught eyes with Candi, because I just knew yet again she was giving me a smart ass look.

"Love you, too." I made my way outside and sat down in my chair. I opened up my Snapple and looked up at Safaree as I seen him walking around me to sit down a tray of food.

"You need to help too." Boy, please. I continued drinking my Snapple.

"For what? I set up everything else out here."

"Nah. I did."

"I helped!" Everyone else came walking out with the trays of food and sat them on the table. I looked at everyone as they began taking seats. I locked eyes with Safaree when I seen him heading towards the other end of the table with that damn smirk on his face.

"Oh?" I adjusted my seat making it face the table more and crossed my legs. He laughed and made his way back down to the seat next to me. Yeah, he knows better. I saw Candi and Lauren exchange a look before looking over at me. They mad I got Safaree in check while they can't keep Fresh and Rex in check? I gave them a look and rolled my eyes.

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Me, Lauren, and Candi sat around laughing about any and everything.

"So..." Candi said. I rolled my eyes and picked up my phone looking at the time. I already know where this conversation is headed.

"Oh yeah, so..." Lauren spoke up as well. Not this bitch too.

"What?" I looked up from my phone dropping it in my lap. I looked at Candi and Lauren as they exchanged looks between each other before Lauren nodded her head at Candi and shrugged. Candi crossed her legs and leaned back into the couch before she pointed at me.

"How is you and SB's... "arrangement" going?" She put air quotes around arrangement.

"Don't say it like that."

"Like what?"

"Arrangement. It sounds like I'm having an affair or something. I don't like it."

"Well, relationship?"

I looked down and played with my nails before I looked up.

"We're good, it's just..."

"He's not cheating, is he?"

"No. I feel bad that I actually questioned that though. I know he would never." I adjusted myself on the couch, fixing the pillow behind me, sinking into it and leaning my head back. "I don't know when I became so insecure when it came to him but it's weird. There's this new feeling I have... I don't know what it is, but it's weird."

"Feeling? Like what?"

"Like something weird is going on, or...?"

"No." I shook my head sitting up and adjusting myself yet again. "Like..." I sighed looking up at the ceiling trying to figure out how to put this out there. I dropped my eyes back down to level and looked at both Candi and Lauren who seemed to be so intrigued and was just waiting for what I was gonna say. Smh. These bitches LOVE to talk about what I'm going through and never wanna talk about them.

"You guys know how I was when I first figured out my feelings for Safaree when we were younger?"

"THAT feeling again?"

"Oh, you had it bad when we were younger."

"Yeah, it's THAT feeling again, but more. And I feel like...why don't we go ahead and be together but in the back of my mind something keeps telling me no."

"I don't get it." Lauren said before she looked over at Candi then looking at me. Ugh. What does she not get?

"I don't either." Not her too. If they don't figure it out.

"What do y'all not get? Don't start."

"There is nothing bad that could possibly come out of y'all actually getting together."

"Yes there is." I said back quickly.

"What?"

"Yeah, what?"

"Us not working out. I wont have him as a friend or anything more. You guys know what happened the last time me and SB tried this. I don't want that to happen again."

"Nicki, you two are not kids anymore." Lauren said.

"Yeah, and when are you gonna make a decision about something you want for you? For your personal life? Cause all this business mess has had you stressed and bitchy, and quite frankly, I'm not here for it."

"Right."

"And you're just gonna agree with her, Lauren? Wow, I see how it is."

"I mean, she's telling you the truth. And atleast you don't still treat him like you used to back in the day. I think maybe that's why it didn't work the last time."

"And how exactly did I used to treat him since y'all knew so much about our relationship?" I crossed my arms across my chest and cut my eyes at them.

"Stubborn."

"Selfish."

"Bitchy."

"Playing with his emotions."

"Intentionally at that."

"Doing things to make him jealous."

"Oh yeah, especially with that boy Dr-"

"OKAY. OKAY. OKAY." I held my hands up signaling for them to stop. "Just go in on me while I'm sitting here. Where's the sympathy for me?"

"Look, all we're saying is, is give it a try."

"Yeah, maybe you'll actually be happy for once and not so bitchy."

"Wuuuuh? I am happy, I'm just stressed. Shut up, Candi."

"I'm just saying. You've been acting so strange lately. You need some, don't you?" I dropped my jaw and looked at her. Is she serious? I mean, it has been a while, but what. How she just gonna disrespect me like this? In MY house? Y'all see what kind of friends I have? Lol, gotta love them.

"No, I don't actually, so hush." I lied.

"Lies."

"You know what?" I tossed a pillow at both her and Lauren who dodged them and started laughing. "How are y'alls relationships since you two are all up in my business? Huh? How is it?" I placed a pillow under my head and stretched my legs out, adjusting the blanket on my legs and getting more comfortable.

"We good. Like always. I'm glad my relationship ain't all that complicated dramatic mess like yours, Nicki. You be going through it."

"It's only dramatic and complicated because she makes it that way. She needs to just play her woman role and let Safaree take over."

I rolled my eyes. How did this conversation direct back to me?

"Exactly. Let him be the man."

"Yes, and he DOES look like he could be the BEST man."

What. Hold up. I raised up my head looking at Candi.

"Oh, so now you checkin' for my man?"

"No, I'm just saying. He is fine though. But I would never. That's like my brother. And oh so he's YOUR man, again? We're back to this?"

"You know he's only her man when it's convenient."

"I don't have to sit here and listen to this, y'all can leave." I said as I pointed them to the door.

"Whatever. Where are Safaree and them anyways?"

"In the game room down stairs. Probably talking about who knows what."

"Cars."

"Jewelry."

"And hoes." We all laughed and talked about what we could all do tomorrow, and before I knew it we were all sleep.

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I woke up and looked around. Damn, when the hell did we all fall asleep? And when did we all go into the family room? I looked over at Candi on the pull out couch with Rex and they were both knocked. I looked back over in the other direction at Lauren and Fresh on the other pull out bed. I looked behind me when I noticed I didn't feel Safaree's presence where I was sleeping. Where the hell is he? I sat up looking around the room for him. Throwing the covers back I slid out of bed and walked out of the room trying not to make too much noise when I shut the door. Walking down the hall, I peeped into an extra room seeing what time it was. 3:13 and I feel wide awake. I walked down the hall tugging at the bottom of my shirt and adjusting my sweats. I can't believe I fell asleep in all these clothes. Ew. I slowed down stepping up to SB's door and pushed it open. I stepped in the room and pushed the door closed and walked over to SB's bed, and stretched out beside him.

"What are you doing up?" he looked over and looked down at me.

"I don't know, but I'm wide awake. Why'd you leave the family room?"

"Wanted to watch a movie. I'm not tired either."

 I shifted in his bed getting more comfortable under the covers and looked over at the TV. I rolled my eyes.

"Safaree, how many times are you gonna watch TED?!"

"Until it's not funny anymore." he chuckled. It was a funny movie though. I die every time at the part where he's in the alley and the guy asks Ted is he alone. Ted's response made me laugh so ugly. "Well, you're never alone when you're with Christ." Simple, yet hilarious. I would've never thought of that. I began to feel hot with all these clothes on. I moved my hands down to my sweats and slid them off my body and tossed them to the floor.

"Aye, don't be makin' a mess in my room."

"Oh, fuck this damn room. It's hot."

"You wouldn't have this problem if you knew what AC was."

"Don't start." I hit him upside his head. Always gotta make a comment. When I went to drop my hand back down he grabbed hold of my wrist.

"You gon stop hitting on a nigga. I know that." Oh, please. I turned and sat up as much as I could without the use of my arm seeing as he still had hold of it and turned to face him.

"Oh really?" I questioned.

"Yeah."

"Or what?" Before he could even say something I playfully slapped SB across the face. He dropped his jaw and looked off to the side. I dropped my head laughing and before I knew it my body was being thrown to the side by a pillow that just hit my face. My laugh got loud and I felt Safaree's hand immediately cover my mouth. I forgot it was 3 in the morning and everyone was sleep. I shook my head side to side trying to remove his hand from my face cause his bitch ass grabbed both of my wrist with his other hand and held them down.

"Remember that next time you just start swinging on niggas." I tried to move my legs to kick him off of me but that's when he climbed on top of me. I bit at his hand and he moved it from my face.

"Shit." he let go of me and looked at his hand. I laughed while bringing the upper half of my body up.

"That's what you get." I fixed my shirt that was all over my body before I looked up into his face. I smirked at him still looking at his hand like he was seriously injured. "You little baby."  I poked out my bottom lip looking at him and he shook his head at me before looking down at his hand.

"You got the teeth of a vampire. You just don't know."

"Suck it up."

"Pauz." I laughed at him and moved my legs from under him as he sat back down on the bed. I grabbed his hand and kiss it before I moved and kissed his lips. "Better now, you big baby?"

"Nah."

I grabbed his chin and made him look at me. Such a grown ass baby. I pulled his face to me and kissed him. It became more passionate and I tossed a leg over his lap and grabbed both sides of his face as things seemed to pick up. His hands squeezed my upper thighs and I giggled against his lips before I felt his hands grab the hem of my shirt. He made my shirt and bra disappear so fast, as he kissed all over my collarbone and over my chest. His kisses felt soooooo good and delicate, as his big hands were caressing my body. I felt him grab at the side of my thongs and I grabbed both sides of his face making him look up at me.

"If you keep ripping my thongs I wont have anymore to wear." I whispered in his ear.

"You say this like it's a problem for me." he said back with a seductive voice. I giggled and bit my bottom lip right before he ripped my thongs anyways. I can't stand his ass sometimes.

He laid me down on my back and I took this opportunity to grab the condom while he took of his boxers. He hovered over me and I placed it on him before Safaree slid in between my thighs. The way I moaned and the way Safaree sighed you could tell it had been a while. He picked me up by my waist still moving me back and forth on him while he laid on his back and my legs took their place by his sides. I wanted so badly to scream out at how deep Safaree was in me now that I was on top but when I opened my mouth no noises came out. I closed my eyes and intertwined me and Safaree's fingers. I rocked back and forth against him with the pleasure outweighing the pain.

Safaree leaned up and kissed over my breast as his free hand rubbed at my clit. I opened my eyes and kissed him so my loud moans wouldn't be heard. I began grinding faster as I felt an orgasm on its way and I squeezed Safaree's hand tighter. I broke the kiss and lowered my head down to his shoulder and praised him for keeping his t-shirt on. My teeth clenched on to the cloth of his shirt as I felt my legs starting to get weak. I moved my hips in a circular motion that I knew Safaree loved, just seconds later he tilted his head back in bliss while licking his lips.

"Damn." he let out. My mouth let go of his t-shirt and I kissed up the side of his neck and face. He let go of my hand and it immediately dropped down. He placed both of his hands on my waist and stopped me from moving back and forth to me moving up and down.  I knew we were both close to cumming by our heavy breathing. I began to tremble as Safaree moved me faster and his groans became more aggressive. I felt both  of us tense up before I felt us both release.

Safaree fell back on the bed and I fell on top of him with both of us trying to catch our breath. His hands caressed my back and he kissed the top of my forehead. I put my hands up his shirt and ran my hands up and down his sides. I wanted to get up and go shower but my legs were still so weak and felt paralyzed. As if Safaree was reading my mind he cupped my ass up and carried us into the bathroom to go shower.

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Last night was...interesting to say the least. Safaree had woken me up in the middle of the night and told me everything he really did yesterday. I was so tired I was just nodding at everything he said until I heard the tone of his voice switch. He's always into his feelings whenever he drinks, it's really to the extreme. But tuh, who am I to talk? Cause when I drink I'm a whole different person. I cry, I bitch, I hate you, I love you. There's no wins with me. Well, that's really just me in general but it's way worse whenever I drink.

Anyways, back to Safaree. He told me he really went to go meet with his father. I was shocked. We haven't even seen SB's dad since we were teens out in Flatbush. Safaree always wanted a relationship with his dad, whether he mentioned it or not. His demeanor always changed whenever he would see him or at the mention of his name. I asked SB why he didn't just tell me about it, but he just sat quiet. He really doesn't like talking about his relationship, or lack there of with his father. That was always a soft spot for him.

He said the thing that made him so mad when he went to meet with his dad that all he talked about was money. He didn't ask Safaree how he was or any of that. All he kept saying was he needs some money for this, or that I guess. Faree said he never once asked him anything about him. I see why he's angry about it, cause it would piss me off too. Especially if you're my father, you abused my mother and abandoned us. I should've known that's why Safaree was acting all weird whenever he got back. Whenever he even sees him Safaree has the sudden urge to drink and I hate that. I've been trying to get him to stop that but he only listens to me when he wants to. Smh.

Wait. I'm supposed to be relaxing right now. Lord, this massage is feeling too good right now. I don't even like massages from people other than Safaree but this mans hands were doing so much justice to my stressed out body right now. I felt his hands stop. Damn, I didn't even get to enjoy it. SB will definitely be giving me one later.

"Alright, Ms. Minaj. I'm all done." I lifted up but not too much so my boobs wouldn't be exposed and rested on my elbows, I turned my head to the side looking at the massage therapist. Oh my gosh, he is so fine. He looks finer than when he walked up in here. Sexy African man.

"Thank you." I smiled. He was just staring at me as if he was waiting for his tip or something as if I didn't already pay his ass. I nodded my head towards the door for him to leave and he snapped out of his gaze.

"Oh, I'm sorry, ma'am. I was just so distracted by your beauty." Oh, this corny ass pick up line is used by Africans as well? Alright. I put on a fake smile.

"I'll be in touch if I need another massage. Thank you." I watched him as he turned out of the room and my bodyguard escorted him, showing him his way out. Good. I sat up placing the towel around my body and stepped out of the room. I looked towards the door at my bodyguard standing up against it.

"You can go now." He nodded at me before turning around and leaving the house. I tightened the towel around my body and made my way to Safaree's room. I didn't see him in the room anywhere until it clicked when I heard the shower running. I bent down to reach for my thongs and went to grab one of his shirts when I just remembered we have somewhere to go today. Ugh. I just wish it was tomorrow already so the Vaks and my girls can be here.

I walked back to my room, put on my thongs and threw on some leggings and a cute shirt. I looked over towards my phone when I heard it beep. I walked over to it hoping it wasn't an annoying ass reminder from Manny. I smiled when I seen that it was a message from Candi.

We'll be there tomorrow at 11 boo! Can't wait to see you!

I smiled. I can't wait for them to get here.

Good, I miss you guys!!! Muuuuuaaaaahhhhh!!!!! Have a safe flight!!!!

That just changed my mood from ehh to excited. I really miss them, I can't wait for them to get here. Oh wait? What time is it? We're gonna be late to Tyga's birthday. Nevermind, I'm late to everything so he should expect it. And how was I supposed to know that heavenly massage was going to go overtime? I shrugged while turning around and meeting Safaree's eyes.

"Hey." I said in a small voice.

"Aye, Nic." He nodded at me as if I was one of his homeboys. I hate when he does that. I bent down and picked up my lipstick that I don't know how the hell made it to the floor. I'm never even in this damn room. I tossed the lipstick on my dresser and turned and leaned against it. I looked at him sitting down on my bed looking at me.

"You ready to go?"

I nodded my head at him and licked my lips. I don't think he can remember last night or his little breakdown. Lol, poor thing. Vulnerable ass. I guess y'all see now why I said "I can tell that you're in touch with ya feminine side." Dead. Let me leave him alone.

"Just let me finish getting my things ready and we can go." I moved off the dresser. "You driving us?"

"Yeah." I stared at him as he went to leave out the room before I stopped him. "SB, go in my closet and get me a red jacket." As he went for my closet I took my phone off my charger. I looked over myself in the mirror to make sure my make-up and hair was good. Safaree walked back in and I took the jacket out of his hand, putting it on. "Here." I handed him my phone and he put it in his pocket. "Let's go."

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We pulled up to Tyga's house and I was already annoyed before we even walked in. I already know it's about to all of YM and a bunch of other niggas, talkin about bitches, and getting drunk. I should've just told Tyga I couldn't make it, but too late. I'm already here. But I'm happy to be here, I love Tyga. We've gotten closer recently and that's my brother now, more so than just my label mate.

Safaree opened my door for me and extended his hand out. Walking up to the house, the doors were already opened. I guess he didn't want to have to go through the trouble of actually greeting his guests. I let go of Safaree's hand as we walked in. I scanned  the house for Tyga. Oh at all of this gold shit in his house. I don't see how people can have all of this gold in their house, do they not think this shit looks tacky? Whatever. It's their house, not mine. Just then I saw Tyga walkin up with Blac Chyna. I can't believe he got her pregnant. Niggas stay slippin' up.

"Aye Nic, SB."

"Hi Nicki, SB."

"Hi, Happy Birthday, babe."

I extended my arms to Tyga for a hug first while SB and Chyna shared a hug. I watched him out of the corner of my eyes making sure his eyes and hands weren't wandering. He caught my eyes and wiggled his eyebrows. This nigga. He loves to try to get a reaction out of me. I released Tyga from the hug and me and SB switched as he went to dap up Tyga and I went to hug Chyna. Oh. She wears Chloe as well? Interesting. I released her from the hug and smiled at her. Just then I guess other people walked in by the way Tyga was lookin behind us.

"Imma go catch up with them and I'll see y'all around." he put his arm around Chyna's waist and she giggled like a little girl with a high school crush or some shit.

"Aiight." SB dapped him up again before him and Chyna walked off. We began walking looking around for any familiar faces but I'm guessing all these people were Tyga's friends, family, and Chyna's friends. I smiled at random people as I walked by getting through the crowd in his house. It's a big house so I don't know why I'm barely making it through. I felt Safaree's hand on my back helping me through and I smiled as I seen Wayne and the rest of YM.

"Hey Weezy!" I bent down and gave him a kiss on the cheek and gave him a hug. Aw, I miss his crazy ass. Safaree went around dapping up Mack and everybody.

"How you doin', Nic?" I played with his dreads while looking down at him.

"I'm doing absolutely amazing." I said in my british accent. Usually I use that voice when I'm lying but I really am doing good. "How are you?"

"I'm good Nic. I just be chillin." he took a sip out of his cup. He stays drinking.

"Tell the little ones I said Hi, and I miss them."

"Will do, Nic." he went back to drinking out of his cup. Lol, gotta love him right?! I moved around a finished saying hello to everyone and took a seat next to Safaree between him and Mack.

"Aye, big head!"

"Shut up, Mack." I hugged him before punching him in the arm. He laughed.

"I ain't even feel that shit."

"Whatever, Mack. We're gonna fight one day." I laughed while pointing at him. He's always trying me.

"Alright, big head. It's on."

"Pauz."

"Mhmmm." He turned his attention to Gudda who was talking about some girl. Smh. Men are such pigs. I looked around at all the people in Tyga's house. All the girls looked like strippers and all the guys looked like thugs who think they money's up. Safaree leaned closer to me and spoke up in my ear trying to be heard over this ratchet ass music.

"You want me to get you anything?"

I turned my head towards him and shook my head no. I leaned in to talk to him again when I heard my name. I paused at the sound of that voice and turned my head.

"Hey Nicki."

I smiled. Drake brought a date this time. Good. "Hi Drake." I peeped Safaree slightly roll his eyes and sat back pulling out his phone. Drake and his girl walked up closer to me.

"Hey SB." Drake said to him. I looked over at Safaree to see him give Drake a quick head nod and turn his attention back to his phone. Petty. They BOTH act like this with each other. It's so annoying. "Tiara this is Nicki, Nicki this is Tiara." I smiled at her whole was smiling back. She was really pretty actually. She looks like a sweet girl. He showed her off to the rest of YM while I went back to looking around at all the people at this party. I could hear out of the corner of my ear SB and Mack having their usual annoying ass conversation about jewelry. I don't see how they can talk about all this material shit 24/7, but whatever's good for them I guess. I shrugged and crossed my legs while looking down at my nails. I need a fill in.

"Nicki? You're looking like you don't wanna be here?" Chyna said in my ear. I looked up and gave her a smile before leaning in close to her ear.

"Just not feeling it tonight. I'm fine. How are you?"

"Good." I seen out of the bottom of my eyes her hand go over her belly. She's about 5 or 6 months now.

"Do you like being pregnant?" How I said it sounded completely different from how I meant it.

"I love it." She smiled and my smile grew. Aw, it's such a blessing to get a child. Good for her. I wish I wasn't at such a pentacle in my career. I could definitely go for a baby right now. I love kids.

"Congratulations, Chy." I gave a genuine smile this time and she smiled back.

"How's everything with you? When you gonna pop out a baby, Nicki?"

"No time soon, babe. Lemme find a man first." We laughed a little. I hope Safaree's nosy ass isn't listening. "Whenever I find a man, then I'll have a baby. Plus, I want to wait for my career to settle down. I don't want to bring a baby into the world and not be able to spend the time I want with it. I want to make sure everything's right." She nodded as I kept rambling on. Damn, I really want a baby, huh? "Sorry to kill you with that." I laughed.

"You good. You'll find someone soon and have a beautiful family."

"Thank you, Chy." I said in a soft voice and leaned back against the lounge couch. "You and Tyga will have a beautiful little family." I rubbed her belly for a quick second before putting my hand back in my lap before I pointed my finger at her. "I'm going to tell him to treat you right. He can't be playin' you when y'all have a little one now." we both laughed. I was laughing more so at the fact that she better not be tryin' to play him.

"Thank you, Nicki. I'm gonna go find his ass." She hugged me before she stood up.

"Bye." I waved at her and looked next to me at Safaree and Mack still having a jewelry conversation. Really? Really? No, for real. Really? I can't with them. I looked off to the side and my eyes met Drake's. Smh at him still staring and giving googly eyes to me when he brought a date. He could at least show a little respect for her. He bit at me like he always does, which I hate. Fuck am I? Some piece of meat? I smirked at him just a little before shaking my head and looking away. I don't know if I'm a loser or what but I was getting annoyed the longer we stayed here. There's something about being in my house with just me [with of course Safaree lingering around somewhere] that I love. Being around all these people is not for me. Or it's simply because I just wanna cuddle and watch a movie right now until I fall asleep. I snapped out of my thoughts when Safaree adjusted on the lounge couch finally finishing his talk with Mack.

"Yo, Nick. Imma go get me a drink." He went to get up but I grabbed hold of his wrist and he looked back at me confused. I cut my eyes at him before slightly shaking my head no. I leaned up and whispered in his ear.

"Do you not remember last night? No you're not." He sat back shaking his head and mumbling something under his breath. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Hush, Safaree. I leaned up in his ear again ready to ditch this place. "Let's go." I said. My hand was still attached to his wrist.

"I didn't even do nothing." he shook his head again.

"Not because of YOU dumb ass." I stood up adjusting my self and we made our rounds saying goodbye to everyone.

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I walked out of the bathroom to see SB laying on his bed with his shirt off and just boxers flipping through the movies. He better not pick no scary shit cause I don't have the time. I seen him do a double take when he noticed I only had on a bra and thongs. Nigga, don't get excited. I walked over to his dresser pulling out a t-shirt for me to wear and laid it on top of the dresser. I began removing my bra and looked up to see Safaree and looking at me through the mirror with a goofy ass smirk on his face. I cut my eyes at him before taking off the bra and tossing back towards Safaree. He picked it up and looked over as if he was admiring it or some shit.

"You're such a perv." he wiggled his eyebrows and turned back around and slid his t-shirt on that slid down my body perfectly. Oh how I love wearing his t-shirts. I walked over to the bed and climbed in cuddling up to Safaree's body. He wrapped his arm around me before he started rubbing my thighs. He knows I love that. I slapped at his hand.

"No, Safaree." I leaned my head up and looked back at him. He looked down at me and our eyes met. He's always trying to look into my eyes for a deeper explanation.

"What?"

"You're not getting none tonight." I turned my head back around and face toward the tv. "Just hold me." he sighed just at the same time as the movie was starting. "You'll be fine."

"No, I won't."

"Well, you'll have to. Now hush, I wanna watch this movie." I adjusted in his arms and against his body getting more comfortable. He kissed the back of my neck and I gave a small smile still looking at the TV. He gripped me tighter concealing his grip on me. For some reason, something about that made me start thinking about us. Why don't we just make "us" official? Everything's there, all the signs are there, all the emotions are there, all of the physical emotions are there. Ugh. See, here I go thinking again every time I'm suppose to be relaxing. I shook my thoughts and focused on the movie.

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I am soooooooooooooooooo sorry I have been leaving you guys hanging like this. My computer is on it's period or something and it should be fixed soon and I'll be back to updating regularly. I'll be posting again on here really soon and I want to update the other story by Friday. Comment & lemme know what you think abt this chapter please! xoxo, thanks for reading it means alot.